Thursday 29 December 11 04:30
no matter what life throws at you, you should be blessed to be living. think about it, every day you wake up you should be thankful, because think about how AMAZING life actually is. you are one of gods gifts, so act like it. everything these days is either about sex, drugs, or war... it deffinately wasn't about that 9823 years ago was it? I don't think so. It used to be about getting the butter churned, getting the mail to the post office on time, or even something as simple as wearing a dress to school one day or the other. 

just keep in mind that your always going to be stuck in your own skin. you don't get anyone else's.. mess up once and it's under your skin.. someone will always remember it. 

it's stuck in your skin..

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i tell myself every night & day that in the end i will be the stronger person. i'm starting to fool myself into thinking so. in all reality after everything builds up for so long, there comes a point in your life when you just want to break down from all the pressure, stress, and emotions building up inside of you. you just have to realize that it's okay to occasionaly break down... everyone gets this way some point in life. so why not?
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feelings,

emotions,

love,

hate,

hurt.

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I always find myself hiding behind this mask, and i tend to be afraid of myself.
Why? I don't know . That's a good question. 
You may call me fake; but i'm deffinately NOT fake at all. I will tell you the 
straight up truth, to your face. I will wear what i want to school, i dont care
what you will think of me. But although I am NOT fake at all, I still look into
the mirror and it doesn't seem like the real 'Jenna'. Its this weird feeling I
get, I dont know if its normal or not, but that's just me i guess. 


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I will remember what it was like to be a little girl, and move from place
to place with my parents... the fun i would have playing 'bratz' with my 
two best friends. i will remember playing in the sandbox or making 
snowmen with my brother... or actually getting excited for Christmas...
The past few years , nothing that i've done has meant anything to me...
Christmas used to be my favorite holiday and now it's like its nothing
for me. Dont ask me why... But now it's like none of the above mean a 
thing. I hope this year it can change..

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These are some of the things that i'm going to do to try to make my 
life a better place for me. :
1. Smile at everything, live life with NO regrets.
2. Cherish the little things.
3. Get along with/ Spend more time with my family.

I think the above things will help me out a little bit. Or at least I hope they do! 
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Saturday 3 September 11 19:15
Recently I made my school cheerleading team, and my team & I have cheered at 3 total games so far. The first two games, we lost majorly. Creamed... Then recently, last night... The score was 16-17 and we were winning. They had the ball and there were 14 seconds on the clock... it was the 4th down, and they were like 15 yards from getting a touchdown, and they fricken got it with 3 seconds left on the clock. I was SO pissed. That explains the new love for football. Our whole cheerleading squad was really dissapointed cause that would have been their first win. Its pretty tough being a cheerleader , with nothing to cheer for... <3.



in the picture below , I am tagged. 
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ME! (:.

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football,

cheerleading.

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My friend had asked me this question a few minutes ago: What's the meaning of life?
I am here right now at 10:50 answering that question.


I personally think we all have different meanings for life. 
We can all change the world, in some way, shape or form..
Even if it just consists of helping out your neighbor, by keeping his/her yard nice. Its as simple as that.
If you want to, you could seriously do something HUGE to make the world a better place. 
Become the president, Do great things.
The other day, I was talking a friend, and he told me to let my real colors shine, 
And make the world a brighter place. I think that's my meaning of life, what's yours?
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